Fucked things up again…Shocker.
Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata 1st mvt....
I’m rotting away.
-Lady Gaga's Alejandro comes on in the car-
Mom: This morning I was taking care of your grandmother and the person across the hall's TV was playing some music and I thought to myself this sounds very familiar..then I recognised it was that Lady Gaga's Alejandro song. I don't know what I did but I turned on your grandmother's TV and I couldn't get signal!!! I started hitting the TV until I finally got the signal back. Then I saw Lady Gaga on Ellen and she played some other songs and I recognised them all!!!! Did you catch it this morning?
Me: No, Mom. I was sleeping.
Mom: Oh, well, she was good. You missed a good show.
It seems like Tumblr is back to normal…omg when Tumblr was down this morning I felt like I was about to die…
Today I played Coldplay covers for three hours on the piano. It’s been a rough day.
Degrassi marathons kill any chance of me getting work done.
-3 year old girl looks at my coworker-
3 year old: You have brown gums!
-3 year old girl looks at me-
3 year old: You have pink gums! Does that mean that you brush your teeth?
Today was just full of shits and giggles. Shits and giggles.
My Mom has some strange fascination with Asian eyes…something no one in my family possesses. We spent all of dinner talking about them. I need to start finding other things to talk about.
Occasionally I like to listen to my whole library of music on iTunes instead of a playlist. By doing so, I come across a lot of random crap that I had no idea I had. I just came across “Birthday Sex” by Jeremih. 1) What the fuck. 2) I pray that I did not spend money on this song. 3) What the fuck.
Cleaned out the musical library by my piano today…finally sorted through what’s violin music from piano. I found out we own a lot of Ravel. Who the fuck plays Ravel?????
Today, I mastered the 2 vs. 3 rhythm in piano. Nbd, it’s just taken uh…9 years to do so.
Cleaning the hard-drive on my computer forces me to accept who I have become. Forces me to accept that I have given up on all things athletic. Forces me to accept that I have given up on taking pictures. Forces me to accept that I am a mediocre musician. Forces me to accept reality.
My mom just admitted to me that she paid for her meal today in all coins. Whatta champ.
So I downloaded this app on my phone that lets me read free books, and not the normal old books that are out of copyright, but tons of beach reads like Nicholas Sparks and all that good stuff. So today to keep myself from passing out at work, I started reading Stephanie Meyer’s new book “The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner” which is written in the perspective of a Vampire (I...
Day Ten: Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As...
Dear ____, It’s been about a month or so since we last talked, maybe even more. The time difference is rough between Tokyo and here but even when you were in New Hampshire for school, we didn’t talk as much. I miss you a lot and I wish that we could talk more but our lives are just so busy that it doesn’t allow us to talk. I wish you could have come to visit last...
Fuck I’m so behind on the 30 day letter challenge…things have been so busy lately I just haven’t had time. I’m picking it back up right now.
Letter Nine: Someone You Wish You Could Meet
Dear Grandfather, I’ve never met you but I wish with all my heart that I did. I’ve heard such great stories about you and listened to how hard you worked so that my Dad could have a good life. I sometimes wonder how my life would be if I had met you. I don’t really have much to say to you except even though we never met, I love you. And I miss you. Love, Me.
All my best writing comes from when I write at night. When I take a look back at my journals and notebooks, the ones worth throwing out were all produced during the day. There’s something so raw about the nighttime that makes it perfect for writing. I feel so vulnerable to the night that it causes me to pour my heart out onto the paper. I can’t do that during the day. During the...
Until next time, Sir Blog.: I will study for the... →
I will take AP exams. I will take SAT II’s. I will take my senior year seriously. I will brush my teeth, floss, and brush my tongue twice a day at least. I will do sit-ups and push ups every night. I will run a couple of miles everyday. I will go to bed earlier and wake up earlier. I will practice…
Not smart enough. Not pretty enough. Not skinny enough. Not funny enough. Not nice enough. Not polite enough. Not talented enough. Not good enough. Bang bang bang. Dead.