“I’ve never seen you smile this much since…ever.” Needless to say, today was an OK day. Thank god the academic week is over. Just have to get through tomorrow. I can do this.
http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/story/justin-biebers-voice-breaking_1140484 Haha, what the fuck is he going to do now.
I remember the time you told me you didn’t want to be friends with me anymore. We were in 7th grade and you got our whole group of friends to gather in the locker room below the gym. I remember it was recess time and I was playing knock-out with a group of people on the green-top on the roof. You came upstairs and asked me if I would go with you downstairs and promised me it wasn’t...
Reasons why tomorrow will be good: 1) It’s Wednesday..? Reasons why tomorrow will be hell: 1) Jenzano test first period 2) Chemistry Lab due that I haven’t started nor will I start tonight because I am just too damn sleep deprived to care. 3) I drop my free period. 4) Another round of ITP auditions 5) Rehearsal after school 6) Rehearsal at lunch 7) SAT class from 6-9 8) Phu...
hap·pi·ness 1 obsolete (via Merriam Webster)
As in dreams when languid sleep weighs down our eyes at night, we seem to try...– Vergil’s Aeneid. Book 12, ll 908
I stayed up until midnight doing work yet currently I am at Brueggers trying to complete my work. (I’m kind of wishing you don’t show up so I can get my work done…if you’re reading this, sorry!) My appetite is gone again. My stomach hates food once again. (Fuck.) Some creeper is starring at me across the table at Brueggers. I’ve had the same two songs on repeat...
I am very interested and fascinated how everyone loves each other, but no one...– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
It’s been more than a year since I’ve played this game and I have no idea what the fuck I’m doing anymore.
Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody.– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Despite the amount of work and stress I currently have, I am completely happy with where I am right now. It’s taken me 7 years to get to this point but now I’m loving every second of it.
Today was filled with mistakes. Tomorrow will be better.
I will never forgive you.
It’s 10:20…I am still at school. Hang on, what’s wrong with this picture?
Blood and life followed, by one and the same path.– Vergil’s Aeneid. Book 10, ll 487
things you learn to never do. [eventually]
Never count on your friends. Let’s face it, we’re all inherently selfish. It’s always about ourselves. Sure, we can be friends but when it comes down to it, if you need help, you’re on your own. Never trust anyone. No one is trustworthy. Even the most “trustworthy” of people let things slip. It’s better just to keep your secrets to yourself. Never...
I haven’t felt this way in a long time. It’s going to turn bad very soon, but for now, I’m going to enjoy every moment of it.
Today, I bled all over the piano at school. I don’t know if I should feel accomplished or embarrassed. I’m going with accomplished on this one, though. During In the Pocket today, I was playing Holding Out For a Hero for the other pianist, since she wasn’t there. I never play glissandos, ever. So, after doing a great run through of the song for the first time, I looked down...
I forgot what it’s like to have a crush. I’m glad I was reminded.
I didn’t get into one summer program I applied to. Still waiting to hear back from the other one. Am I surprised? No. Am I disappointed? A little. This program was easier to get into than the other. Out of 1500 applicants, they took 338. The program that I am waiting to hear back from has over 300 applicants and they only take 14. I don’t know what I’m going to do this...
In the car on the way home from DC today, I wasn’t tired so I did some mapping out of the next few weeks. It’s crazy how little time I have left of junior year. The short version of the rest of the year: Rave this weekend, ITP spring concert next weekend (what the fuck??), Prom the weekend after next, SAT subject tests the week after that, AP exams start that following Monday, AP...