January 2010
37 posts
K-Chan
I’m not really sure when people started calling me that…or who started calling me that. I honestly can’t remember who called me that first. Maybe it was Alison. I didn’t think it was so frequently used, though. Now, that’s really all anyone calls me…it’s strange. I’m not used to having a nickname. I used to always want one when I was younger....
The rate that I am losing friends at is unbelievably scary.
I got the solo for “Somebody to Love” in Acappella. Score.
I was nominated for “Project Uplift” at UNC. Double Score.
Tomorrow is a community service day so that means three classes. Triple Score.
Today is one of those days where I feel like no one wants to talk to me.
Today is also one of those days where I feel like killing everyone, so…
-at work-
Man: So..do you go to High School or University or what?
Me: I'm a junior in High School.
Man: Oh, you just look so old for your age, I couldn't tell.
Me: Yeah..I get that a lot.
“Your voice drips with senioritis.”
– Eva Stein (PLEASE JUST LET ME GO TO COLLEGE NOW. PLEASE.)
Aw, my favourite is coming to join me at Starbucks (:
I wonder if you know how upset and disappointed I am. I wonder if you even read this…
Plans for tomorrow:
1) Get work done at Starbucks…and maybe be joined by a friend? (:
2) Class
3) Class
4) Class
5) Meet with a teacher
6) Class
7) Somehow get out of class
8) Grocery shopping
9) Work at the Club.
I really want to try and teach myself the guitar again.
I have time, but I use the excuse of not having any time to make myself not feel guilty for not fulfilling my wishes.
Everything is easier said than done, but I wish it wasn’t that way. I wish I could satisfy my need to do everything I say I want to do/will do.
In a perfect world...
I would graduate with a 4.0 GPA.
I would maintain relationships with all my friends, new and old.
I would attend Juilliard for college. I would major in music and become a concert pianist.
You would come back into my life like it was before, and we’d live happily ever after.
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WHY.
Why would you apply to a summer program which you DON’T EVEN WANT TO GO TO and take away the opportunity for someone else who REALLY WANTS TO GO TO that summer program??? Fuck college applications. If you get accepted into that summer program but don’t go to it, it’s BARELY going to carry any weight.
How can you be so selfish?
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I like to think that I am independent. I like to think that I can do things by myself. If there’s a problem, I like to think that I can fix it, alone.
I’m not independent. I need all the help I can get. I am the most dependent person I know, yet I still live a lifestyle where I act completely independent.
I think I’ve screwed myself over.
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I’m a person who cares more about other peoples happiness than my own. I don’t mind, really. That’s who I am. But, sometimes I can’t help but think to myself, who is going to care about me?
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I hate when...
You’re telling someone important about your life and they respond with ‘lol’. My life is not ‘lol’. Thanks.
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I'm really into...
People doing acoustic covers of MGMT songs. Especially Kids.
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It always surprises me
When the kid you think is one of the dumbest in the class ends up owning everyone.
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Things that...
Need to get done while at Starbucks:
Finish Latin homework
Finish Newspaper article on PDA
Finish Junior Questionnaire
Finish Howard Hughes app.
I love how the last three are the things I was supposed to get done this weekend. Why can’t I accomplish anything?
“This is normally a DA Starbucks. I always see DA people here. Oh look! Hi...”
– Random person at Starbucks. I wish this Starbucks wasn’t infested with DA parents.
I feel like I always do something to push people away, or cause them to dislike me. But I don’t know what.
Sometimes you have to remember it’s not always about you.
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Friday
I was at Noah’s apartment, trying to kill time before the In The Pocket gig that night, and I was lying on Noah’s bed watching Deniz play Fifa. Deniz decided to go take a shower and I’m not sure what Deniz or Noah said, but it caused Noah to ask me the question, “What is on your bucket list, Kristie?” I didn’t really think about it and responded, “To live...
Things that...
need to be accomplished this weekend:
-Finish Junior Questionnaire
-Finish newspaper article on PDA
-Start and hopefully finish Howard Hughes application.
“You should make a column called “Angry Asian with Kristie Chan”
– Kate Taylor
You stole my best friend.
Things that...
Need to get done this week.
History Paper due tomorrow.
English Paper due Wednesday.
Chemistry test and Pre-Calculus test Thursday.
Formal Lab report due Friday.
Latin Vocab. Quiz Friday.
Memorisation of competition pieces need to be solid by Tuesday.
In the Pocket rehearsal Thursday night.
In the Pocket gig Friday Night.
If I get through this week without breaking down, I will be...
All my old friends are trying to reconnect with...
Too bad none of them are in high school with me and I am still friendless within my own school.
Indian humour?
Me: _______ spent $500 on hair products. Who the hell spends $500 on hair products?
Kunal: Obviously she does.
------later------
Me: Salil, when are you not sleeping?
Salil: When I'm awake.
Tumblr isn’t blocked at school. Sweet.
Things that...
Get me motivated in the morning:
1) The sun. It makes me really happy if I leave my house and it’s bright and sunny outside and it’s just me, my car, my music and the sun.
2) Driving to school by myself. I love being by myself. Especially in the morning.
3) Dr. Pepper. Drinking my Dr. Pepper in the car makes me happy.
4) Passion Pit. Turning the bass and treble all the way up and...
Well...
Now that you’re gone, I feel lonely again.
“I was one of the last ones standing last night.”
– Andrew Herington 